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Hello! I have such mixed feelings about the next two months that it really confuses me. I am scared of my maths final exam which is on 9.5. already. I am also quite stressed because of my other subjects that I am going to have exams of in June. I have so much to study that I don't even know how I am going to manage this in such a short time. Then there is the problem with College as well. I got two answers for two different courses, and they told me to come for an interview on 18.6. but this is the time where I'm going to have my exams and it is just impossible for me to leave. Also, my mum started to put me under pressure because of stuff like insurance and so on, because there could be some issues with that. I also miss Eryk a lot, even though I left yesterday morning, but the first days after letting go are always the hardest ones and I know that I'm going to feel better in about two days already, which doesn't mean that I won't miss him anymore or something! ...

Hiya! Today at about 2pm I arrived home again. And I am sad, but let's start with Sunday! On Sunday it was Easter obviously and Eryk's family came over to celebrate, have some dinner and so on, I wrote about this in the last post already. When they left Eryk came home and we thought that we should spend some time together before I'd leave again. So we decided to go for a walk in the nearby woods. We saw horses, sheep and we just enjoyed this evening together. We now know that we want to go on "dates" more often in the near future, as we never really did so and now we spent time outside the house a lot and Eryk wants to continue this and I also love going out with him, no matter where and when! Water of Leith Ballerina <3 We actually found sheep... fighting! And there were about ten sheep standing in a row watching the other two fight! That was really crazy... Eryk is surfing down the hill :D A nice chapel, in a nice plac...